Brady convinced me to let him sign. He has 6.5 years to be eligible for full retirement benefits from the military. I wanted to say no, but I listened and stupidly believed the troops were coming home. I should have listened to my gut. I am not a gambling person at all. Anyone who has watched Deal or No Deal with me can attest to this. I am so unbelievably mad at myself. WHY DID I LET HIM SIGN???? If he had waited a few more months, this wouldn't have been an issue!!!! How can he sleep right now?
I feel sick. So sick. I am so stupid. I will NEVER ignore my instincts again. I WILL NEVER gamble on anything again. It's JUST NOT WORTH IT.
And my children are FORBIDDEN from joining any branch of the military or marrying into it. FORBIDDEN.
No comments:
Post a Comment